11/02/4
1.08am

Simple words which became which became a cold sharp sword which pierce through my heart... Anger boils in me, boilling my life away... I'm tired... I jus cannot believe myself... I feel terrible, how could she treat me this way... I know I not your bf or any one who is dear to u but please, I have my feellings too. How could you tell me that u have gotten ur result in icq and turn around & ask me how I know you gotten ur results in msn. Turning around telling me," so what u r zixin then must know everything meh". Then pls fucking next time dun tell me anything bout u or call me when u needed someone to talk to...

Watching "Long Vacation" episode 9, hahaha how coincidental to have shed my tears at the same time with Sena (main character). I really want to move on, but is there anyone who can guide me the way out??? I feel miserable... Dun even know how to express myself in words...


[12:32:42 AM] Finally back: how u know today i know my result?
[12:34:28 AM] (U)HoW I wiS: u know i who?
[12:35:17 AM] Finally back: huh
[12:36:18 AM] (U)HoW I wiS: do u know who i am?
[12:36:33 AM] Finally back: zixin lah
[12:37:31 AM] (U)HoW I wiS: then u ask me how i know u today got ur
result?
[12:38:27 AM] Finally back: wao lao.,..
[12:39:14 AM] (U)HoW I wiS: ?
[12:41:05 AM] Finally back: so what u r zixin then must know
everything meh
[12:45:08 AM] (U)HoW I wiS: i mean u u told me in icq then u turn
around n ask me how i know?
[12:46:13 AM] Finally back: is it?
[12:46:53 AM] (U)HoW I wiS: forget it
[12:46:57 AM] (U)HoW I wiS: dun talk to me
[12:47:14 AM] Finally back: ok loh
[12:48:50 AM] Finally back: i sick already stil treat me like that
[12:49:43 AM] (U)HoW I wiS: then u can treat me like that lah
[12:50:58 AM] Finally back: ok loh
[12:51:07 AM] Finally back: i go n slp liao since u don want to talk
to me
[12:55:39 AM] Finally back: bb